So I found an amazing guy. He is a sexy british pirate which unfortunatly means he lives over in london. But he is so sweet and kind. His name is Zander Black if anyone knows of him. I am still so surprised that he picked me. I swear there must be many girls who would want him and idc if he says otherwise. He is just so different and amazing how can he have been single. I have been so happy recently and have finally gotten over Thom because of him. I mean i still care about Thom in the way that i would still be his friend if he wanted. But i don't want to contact him and try to be his friend. Also gotten over the guy saying i am a whore though he could never prove it. No offense but i don't think he should be saying he is more intelligent then me. He never tries to have an intelligent conversation only tries to call me a whore on the same few opinions which i can shoot down a different way each time. Oh well it was interesting at the time. Though it had hurt. But now i have a British pirate to entertain me. Hehe.

i am single again. but this time i am fine. it is wierd because my last relationship was so hard to get over but i think its because i am still friends with my now ex. oh well just wanted to update anyone who is paying attention

a conversation with a guy i used to like. i now have a bf and was mostly over him but thought he was still a great friend. idk what happened...

zombielord321123 (6:48:27 PM): and shes only partilay my gf
Kellycat92 (6:48:36 PM): still
zombielord321123 (6:49:34 PM): lol
zombielord321123 (6:49:39 PM): during the con i wont be
Kellycat92 (6:49:59 PM): won't what?
zombielord321123 (6:50:03 PM): be flirty
Kellycat92 (6:50:08 PM): why?
zombielord321123 (6:50:18 PM): thatws when shes fully my gf
Kellycat92 (6:50:32 PM): and after the con
zombielord321123 (6:50:37 PM): anwyay
zombielord321123 (6:50:40 PM): whats teh 13 year old thing?
Kellycat92 (6:50:54 PM): idk
Kellycat92 (6:51:04 PM): but what about after con
zombielord321123 (6:51:11 PM): ask billy
Kellycat92 (6:51:27 PM): i am
Kellycat92 (6:51:30 PM): mean while
zombielord321123 (6:51:35 PM):
zombielord321123 (6:51:41 PM): itll saty if all goes good
zombielord321123 (6:51:47 PM): its not set in stone anyone beraks up
Kellycat92 (6:52:03 PM): ok
Kellycat92 (6:52:06 PM): just asking
zombielord321123 (6:52:14 PM): i wanna know the 13 thing xcDF
zombielord321123 (6:56:47 PM): thinking back now i think i liked july for awhile xD
Kellycat92 (6:57:37 PM): awww cute
zombielord321123 (6:57:59 PM): lol yeah
zombielord321123 (7:04:17 PM): so did u find out what the 13 thing was?
Kellycat92 (7:04:34 PM): he just asked a 13 yr old out
zombielord321123 (7:04:50 PM): XDDDD U ARE DATING A PEDO
Kellycat92 (7:04:57 PM): no i am not
zombielord321123 (7:05:02 PM): -.-
zombielord321123 (7:05:04 PM): how old is he?
Kellycat92 (7:05:35 PM): he was 17
zombielord321123 (7:05:46 PM): still a pedo
zombielord321123 (7:05:51 PM): id be a pedo if i asked out a 13 year old
Kellycat92 (7:06:03 PM): not really
zombielord321123 (7:06:10 PM): bno i rly would be
zombielord321123 (7:06:12 PM): like
zombielord321123 (7:06:14 PM): im over 16
zombielord321123 (7:06:16 PM): shes under 14
zombielord321123 (7:06:20 PM): NO GAME
Kellycat92 (7:06:26 PM): what ever
Kellycat92 (7:06:40 PM): sry i dealt with something like this before
zombielord321123 (7:06:47 PM): lol hwoed it go
Kellycat92 (7:06:55 PM): 15 and 17
zombielord321123 (7:07:06 PM): thats not as bad.
Kellycat92 (7:07:23 PM): then about 7-8 days later 15 and 18
zombielord321123 (7:07:44 PM): ehhh
zombielord321123 (7:07:46 PM): thats iffy
zombielord321123 (7:07:49 PM): thats bad usualy
Kellycat92 (7:14:37 PM): not really. at least i don't think so
zombielord321123 (7:14:53 PM): -.-
zombielord321123 (7:14:58 PM): well ur morals are iffy to say the least
zombielord321123 (7:15:02 PM): ask others opinions xd
zombielord321123 (7:15:11 PM): kissing peoples cheeks while u have bf and cuddling
zombielord321123 (7:15:14 PM): WRONG
zombielord321123 (7:15:18 PM): pedofilia WRONG
Kellycat92 (7:15:32 PM): it wasn't pedo
zombielord321123 (7:15:42 PM): how not
zombielord321123 (7:15:44 PM): 17
zombielord321123 (7:15:44 PM): 3
zombielord321123 (7:15:47 PM): 13*
Kellycat92 (7:15:54 PM): it was liking someone for who they are not their age.
zombielord321123 (7:16:10 PM): *rolls eyes\*
Kellycat92 (7:16:16 PM): if you like someone and then find out they are young should you just avoid them
zombielord321123 (7:16:42 PM): -.-
zombielord321123 (7:16:48 PM): you can tell when someones rly young
Kellycat92 (7:16:55 PM): not always
Kellycat92 (7:17:23 PM): if i can pass for 18 when i am 15.. not alway
Kellycat92 (7:17:32 PM): oh and 16 when i was 13
zombielord321123 (7:17:57 PM): i rly need to learn to block people xD
Kellycat92 (7:18:03 PM): ...?
zombielord321123 (7:18:04 PM): talking to u is like talking to my cat.
zombielord321123 (7:18:12 PM): the constant annoying meows
zombielord321123 (7:18:20 PM): and they dont listen to waht u say there sure there right.
Kellycat92 (7:18:24 PM): then turn off the sound
zombielord321123 (7:18:40 PM): still not worth the thought process
Kellycat92 (7:19:11 PM): then should i leave you alone
Kellycat92 (7:19:21 PM): do you not want to talk to me
zombielord321123 (7:19:29 PM): pretty much.
zombielord321123 (7:19:32 PM): theres no reason to.
zombielord321123 (7:19:41 PM): ur like my step sister
zombielord321123 (7:19:43 PM): or tory
zombielord321123 (7:19:48 PM): u listen to shit ur just sure ur right
zombielord321123 (7:19:54 PM): and not open to ideas
Kellycat92 (7:20:04 PM): i am open to ideas
Kellycat92 (7:20:17 PM): i listen to ideas
zombielord321123 (7:20:29 PM): not really
zombielord321123 (7:20:36 PM): no offence kelly but when i first saw u i liked you
zombielord321123 (7:20:38 PM): cuz you were smart
zombielord321123 (7:20:43 PM): now lately uve proven other wise.
Kellycat92 (7:21:17 PM): how am i not smart? because i don't think like you?
zombielord321123 (7:21:35 PM): or anyone else for that matter.
zombielord321123 (7:21:38 PM): but thats not it.
zombielord321123 (7:21:42 PM): i think differently then most pepole
zombielord321123 (7:21:45 PM): your just an idiot
Kellycat92 (7:22:07 PM): why am i an idiot
zombielord321123 (7:22:22 PM): -.-
zombielord321123 (7:22:28 PM): im not even deeming that with a responce
Kellycat92 (7:22:52 PM): then wouldn't it be true that i am not an idiot
zombielord321123 (7:23:00 PM): no
zombielord321123 (7:23:09 PM): xD
Kellycat92 (7:23:13 PM): if there is no reason
zombielord321123 (7:23:15 PM): i just realized something

zombielord321123 (7:23:21 PM): dumb blonde IS based on fact
zombielord321123 (7:23:24 PM): i didnt think so
zombielord321123 (7:23:26 PM): shelbe disproved it
zombielord321123 (7:23:31 PM): you and mels reproved it
Kellycat92 (7:24:27 PM): i don't get how
Kellycat92 (7:24:38 PM): i am trying to be true to who i am
zombielord321123 (7:24:48 PM): yeah but
Kellycat92 (7:24:49 PM): trying to figuare things out
zombielord321123 (7:24:53 PM): just certain morals are iffy
zombielord321123 (7:24:58 PM): morals that need to be instated.
zombielord321123 (7:25:16 PM): would a 13 year old and 9 year old be normal in your book?
Kellycat92 (7:26:15 PM): yeah i have know someone like that
Kellycat92 (7:26:22 PM): not common but true
zombielord321123 (7:26:28 PM): -.-
zombielord321123 (7:26:29 PM): you
zombielord321123 (7:26:29 PM): are
zombielord321123 (7:26:32 PM): FUCKTARTED
Kellycat92 (7:26:38 PM): why
zombielord321123 (7:26:44 PM): look on the bright side
zombielord321123 (7:26:52 PM): ur the 3rd perwson ive called that word
zombielord321123 (7:26:53 PM): EVER
zombielord321123 (7:27:01 PM): you have to be REALLY trying to get that title xD
Kellycat92 (7:27:19 PM): i guess i will leave you alone then
Kellycat92 (7:28:23 PM): i will give you your jacket tomorrow
zombielord321123 (7:28:30 PM): k
Kellycat92 (7:29:03 PM): i really thought of you as a friend
zombielord321123 (7:29:18 PM): i really thought of u as a simililar inttelect
zombielord321123 (7:29:21 PM): but seriusly.
zombielord321123 (7:29:24 PM): when u hang
zombielord321123 (7:29:27 PM): u wanna cuddle and kiss people
zombielord321123 (7:29:32 PM): not my kinda thing while u have a bf
zombielord321123 (7:29:37 PM): and even online theres no reason to talk.
Kellycat92 (7:29:41 PM): i want to be close
Kellycat92 (7:30:19 PM): and the kissing is not always. its not even often
Kellycat92 (7:30:58 PM): its actually very rare. but i guess you don't see it that way

hehe i have a crusj on someone. this guy is so sweet and kind to me. i lovee being around him because he makes me so happy. he has helped to cheer me up more than anyone else so far. and he has been here the entire time. i like him alot.

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